Thoughts...

its been such a long time since i last updated my blog..so yea...this time around i'm not exactly happy juz disappointed... ever wondered why even when you do good or bad, the outcome is still the same?...ever wondered why people juz cant accept you for who you are instead juz end up commenting about how bad a person you are? or maybe how you are so called not behaving?.... its pretty deep but yea..everything has it limits... as i said sometimes when doing good or right things, its juz not worth it...cuz the amount of screwing you can get for doing so, is far worst then what you can expect. No one is perfect, so its either one accepts it and live with it or go on finding the so called perfect one which no one is. Even the smallest things can be a huge problem for no reason, and at the end of the day no one is happy. What does arguments get you? happiness? realeasing frustration? what do you gain??

Why cant people juz talk nicely like adults instead of raising tones and always wanting their way. Why cant they juz be neutral and take it easy. Is it that fun to argue with a person or to tell a person off? One should actually look at themselves before making judgements. If one does not do something but expects the other to do so, then what is the point? if one does not do it, why should i? does not make any sense at all. But anyhow no matter what one will always be the bad person regardless of how much one has done. All the screwing everyday, all the blaming and all the pressure of someone wanting you to be so god damn perfect, that's not easy to take it in for a day. Imagine being so stressed out over how you dont want argument to rise up everyday, imagine the mental torture, the pain... no one would even bother, put yourself in their shoes what if we were the ones who actually did it to them every single day, how would you feel, its always about picking on others, but when its time for one to get picked on, i'm sure it wont be very nice and i guarantee that one would not like it. Dont do things to others if you dont want them to do the same to you. Dont think about perfecting others when one cant perfect one's self.

Got to go now...not in the mood... this is talking in general, for those who get offended meaning you guys are the guilty ones. I've got a lot more to say, but i'll end here for now.

CHAO!!

Just something bothering my mind..

Haven't updated my blog in awhile..been so busy with college and work and stuff.. Finally my radio assignment was complete,after all that hassle..haha.. spent alot of money and time these past few weeks..but it was ok..i didn't really mind..i was counting that day,and i was surprised that baby and i have actually been together for like 6months now.. and that was really nice to know..we've been through alot but i know there is more to come...these past few weeks i was busy helping baby with her assignments and all.. pity her sometimes..especially when she gets really bad group mates..cuz baby is hot tempered so she gets angry really fast and when she does, i'll be the victim.. haha..That day my dad asked me bout baby, its was just so random..he asked whether baby and i can get along with each other and stuff...then he was telling me not to hurt her and treat her properly.. i was like oookayyy...hahaha.. that was quite a conversation... About 2 weeks ago,baby's laptop's screen died on her...so,not knowing the cause of it i had to delete about 50% of my stuff to make space for baby's stuff...i almost died..haha...but it was for a good cause so it was fine...
 Went back to Seremban that day just like what i always do every weekend..was so busy playing futsal and yumcha-ing with my buddies till i neglected baby...she was really pissed at me..i don't blame her for that..it was my fault.. a gentlemen will always take responsibility regardless to whether he was in the wrong or not.. ahem!.. lol...  baby has been really good to me..i've got no complains only maybe her anger..hahaha.. she actually organised a surprise party for me as an early birthday party..it was really sweet of her to do so... it is not about how many things or what you do for the person that actually counts, its the lil things take makes the whole relationship worthwhile.. we do practically everything together.. sometimes i'm clingy and all cuz that's what baby always says maybe cuz i enjoy her company so much till i just tend to cling on to her. I've never done that before..honestly... weird i know..
    Was thinking, as baby is gonna finish soon...i was wondering what would happen..i won't know where baby will be going and that makes me really worried...we mite not even see each other often anymore..sad i know.. the both of us can't really live without each other cuz we always miss each other though we're in a close distance...well, love works in mysterious ways...this is a good example..lol..
   Lots more things to write..but this is it from me now..got things to do.. till next time... Chao! Cheers!

Second Update of My Blog

Went for dinner just now with baby,mable and eddy.. was fun..talked bout mable's DREAM bf... who is of course JUSTIN front man of the band J4N..haha.. After dinner we got home,baby and i were sitting on the couch and talking at the same time onlining while mable was doing her work..  Baby then showed me her blog which she actually updated yesterday, saw what she wrote about me, could not believe she wrote all those things and said all those things about me..felt really touch,but i held back my tears..*yes i am an emotional person enough said*... moving on,i felt really touched because no one has actually done that to me before..as in noticed the things i did for them or something for that matter.

Though baby and i argue and stuff,i'm actually really surprised that she still loves me that much..and for all the things i have done and all.. both of us actually stay in the same house and therefore she knows all my bad habits and stuff,which i think its a really good thing because if u talk about loving a person, u should know the person in and out, u should know all their bad habits and basically know almost everything about them before u can actually say that u love them. 

After living with that person for awhile,u will know what kind of person that person is and if u can accept that person for who they are,that shows that u really love them.Love is never about finding a perfect person,in fact there is no such thing as a perfect person,love is about looking at an imperfect person perfectly.

I'm typing all these as if i'm such a pro,but i'm just giving a point of view thats all..

Baby created an account for me in blogspot,that is why i'm blogging now..haha..love u baby.. i'm gonna go now..gonna go for a fag then off to shower then off to bed..

My First Time Blogging =)

Hey everyone...im still new in this blogspot and im slowly learning. Thanks to my girlfriend for creating this blog and teaching me how to use it... =)